its funny how you find comfort in the oddest places sometimes. i went to JOY on friday, and it started off with just sarah and i. and for a while we wondered if JOY was supposed to be at church that night, or if it was even happening at all for that matter. then after a while, people started filing in. anyways, at the end, we got into groups for prayer, and i was with sarah and bryan, and i can honestly say that i found comfort there. i had never really known them on a level like that, but i enjoyed it. it was nice. so yea, break out of your comfort zone once in a while. talk to others that you dont usually talk to. you never know what others have to say about your situation. i think it was really encouraging. i really want to get back into service again. i was actually contemplating being a softball captain after jeremy came to me for advice and asked me what i thought about him doing it. i kinda want to do it now, but its too late now, and next summer i will be in school...meaning if i so choose to do it, i will have to wait two years. but i guess that's all in God's timing. its plenty of time for me to prepare myself and for Him to prepare me to do His works. there are definately a few things i think i should probably fix up before i captain, but in due time, they will be fixed and i trust that the big guy upstairs knows what He's doing.