all my friends are superheroes (except you)

Chemistry freaks me out...and I'm not talking about love

exams!!!
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fysics on phriday!!!OH NOES!

anyways, on a lighter note,
i FINALLY presented my english creative yesterday, after 2 classes of me preparing for it but then running out of time becuase of other people. but anyways, so i wrote this super emo song for it, and i thought i would get a lot of anti-emo comments abouit it. but quite the contrary. apparently people liked it...and i made 30 cents! (yea...i had my guitar case open while i played) and kale even asked me for a copy of the song too!

i guess it was jsut good timing too. i mean, yesterday being the last day of school and all, the emo song could also be interpretted in such a way as to invoke nostalgic feelings *tear*. so yea...graduating class...nostalia...emo song about memories and the past...perfect timing.

well...back to studying.

society sucks.

i went t-shirt shopping today (some of you must be REALLY proud of me, considering all of my hole riddled tshirts) and i had a REALLy hard time. I'm not one for advertising, i dont wish to be a human billboard. Funny how normally companies pay to have their ads up, when by that same token, people pay them to advertise FOR them (the two split shirts i wear were from my sister...so yea, sentimental value). So yea, ok, i stayed away from the major brand names. But the other option was even worse. Its impossible to find blank t shirts out there. Why? Because society is stupid. Seriously. Every single t shirt i checked out either had some sort of drug, sex, and violence related content. Of course, it was discrete, subtle, even subliminal, or just a "joke" that you either get or dont get, but its stupid. All the t shirts i found had comments about weed, sexist remarks, and subtle hints towards BJ's. yes...i want to wear THAT around all day. CRAP! so i had to resort to the brand names...
hmmm...i think im going to have to start shopping at wal-mart or something.

the walls are____and the___the ceiling is
cracking__________________falling
chipping____________________falling
breaking_____________________falling
crumbling______________________falling...


and we're sitting here completely oblivious.
we are blissfully ignorant and blinded by our very own lies.

I'm so freaking pathetic. Really now. For once, I'd like things to work out the way I wanted it to. So freaking pathetic. If I saw me walking down the street, I would feel nothing but pity.

Please people, throw some pity this way...i need it.

soooooooo damn pathetic...its like in my blood.
some things never change...university will be a clean slate. Hopefully things will be different.

time to whip out the old mack in me...time to work the charm again haha.

...season...we need to have one of them dating talks again.
(im just joking...plz...lets never talk about this again...erase this from your memory)

blah.

...too late