all my friends are superheroes (except you)

dear coop company: for keeping me in the office and sending out all the other first year coop students to worksites where they actually learn, and keeping me inside to do all your b___work, you can lick my testicles.

im so friggin pissed off. it seems like for the past 2 weeks, there has been ONE day where i was out on a site while another coop student was in the office doing jack crap. all the other times, if there is ANYONE who isnt sent out to a site, its me. im stuck doing all their crap work. i know ive complained about this before on this blog, but it seems like things are going to get a helluva lot worse before they get better.

im always the first to get shafted. and believe me, its a huge freaking shaft. its like getting shafted by a telephone pole.

these past 2 weeks, i have been on site...oh...twice?!? this is bull. doing odd jobs around the office? might as well be wiping my coworkers asses before they come out of the washroom.
yesterday, i was stuck hanging pictures and certificates in someone's office!!! where the hell is that in my job description? oh wait, there it is. i see it now. "hanging up pictures and certificates". wow. how did i ever miss that one?
and today, i got two stacks of paper to play with. each had about 200-250 pages or so. they were filled with compaction test results, about 7-18 tests per page, and for each booklet, there were two values that i had to calculate averages for! damn that was a lot. i didnt even finish it. it was a crapload of work. i was punching away numbers in a calculator, making over 10,000 calculations...BY HAND! work like this will make anyone go insane. and moreover, it was for the client. what does the client need this information for? they know crap about engineering. these values are useless to them. thanks for making me bust my ass all day to do this. TEN FREAKING THOUSAND!!! work that i could write a computer program for and compute. an hour (perhaps less) to write, 2 mins to execute? as opposed to 8.5 hours and still not done. GOOD JOB THERE idiot!

im not complaining becuase i have to do this. im complaining becuase im doing this when all the other coop students are out learning. im complaining because its unfair treatment. there are people who have not been in the office ONCE. he's constantly out in the field learning and DOING stuff. not ONCE has he been in the office doing b____work like me.

and another thing. am i SUPPOSED to fear for my life at work? yesterday i went out to hold a ladder for a guy at a site. although my presence there was not only a waste of my time but also unnecessary. the ladder was positioned in a way that when propped against the wall, the bottom was anchored by another wall. it wasnt moving. i did NOT have to hold that ladder. and i was just sitting there on the curb while the guy was up on the roof doing his inspection for an hour. fun no? but uselessness aside, i swear, this idiot was the WORST driver ever. i have never been so afraid for my life in a car. so basically, this guy likes to drive without hands and without looking at the road. he was reading a map that he placed on the steering wheel, without taking occasional glances up at the road ahead. he took both hands off the wheel to look for his glassses in the glove compartment...and i was sitting in the passenger seat!! I could have retrieved his glasses for him. and worst of all, on the way back he FULLY TURNED AROUND while driving to look for something in his backseat. he didnty reach back to grab somehting, no, he turned around to LOOK for something. idiot! and when i told him to just drive and dont worry about what was in the back he said "dont worry, if antyone gets killed, it will be me, not you." WTF?!?!?!?! what the hell was that supposed to mean? and then he put the book (what he was looking for) on the steering wheel and begin to write in it!!!! WHAT AN IDIOT!!!!! damn was i ever scared. i told him too. friggin idiots.



i hate this place with a passion.