last day of 1b lectures!!!sorry, another completely directionless post. today was the last day of lectures, and that makes me excited. and o did i mention? today was gorgeous, frisbee, pool, dropping pants on the village green, good times, good times.
im just updating this becuase im bored/lazy/dont want to do PDENG right now...sighs.
no more 3am slc and dc trips for me...(not for a little while at least), but they were good, fun times. i love the spontanaeity and freedom here. but im sure i've mentioned that before.
the term is drawing to a close, and im going to be leaving residence. i know for sure i will miss res. and next year, ill be living in a house with the coolest people ever, but its just not going to be like residence. o well, embrace change right? im still looking forward to next year. random pranks, hotpot, korean bbq (silly nathan), lan parties, super smash, etc.
i got forward from tammy a while ago about leaving res. about leaving everything here and going back to a foreign place. a place that we;ve grown up in, yet won't recognize. thats one thing i fear. i think home is a foreign place to me now. things will be/are so different now, im not sure i'll be able to handle it.
anyways, enough of my directionless, thoughtless crap. back to PDENG.
on another note, i feel so helpless as a friend, i care so much for him/her, yet everything is just falling apart for them. they need help, and i feel useless because i cant seem to provide that for him/her. i think thats the worst feeling ever. sitting idly by while your friend's life just goes to the shiznat.
feeling so helpless, so useless.
i feel.