all my friends are superheroes (except you)

thanks but no thanks jeff (refer to comments on previous post)
i refuse to use drugs.
today was a lot better in terms of actually getting down and focussing on the task at hand. all it required was just a bit of good ole fashioned self discipline.

today was definately better. i feel so accomplished -- i only wish i had done this earlier. hmmm, studying for my practice midterm went well. i didn't study all of my subjects, but i got caught up in chemistry, and i feel a little more confident in that subject. i still have a lot of work ahead of me before the real thing begins, but at least im a little less lazy now. speaking of which, lazy...thats a good song (deep purple). legal disclaimer: but DONT download it!

i also started reading mere christianity today. im pretty pumped for that now. if only i didnt have to study for midterms.


o time management, how i loathe thee, yet you are just so irresistible!


o and another thing. you know how everyone says to keep a log of all of your prayers and just flip through once in a while to see which prayers have been answered? well, they weren't kidding. personally, i dont do this. but i found myself in the midst of an answered prayer -- something that i had been working sooo hard on for so long. i hadnt even realized that God was truly working in me until this past thanksgiving weekend. it was definately not something i could have done on my own, i had tried that for far too long. i had been praying earnestly for it to no avail. but well, in the end, God pulled through for me, and although things aren't GREAT now, i have the support and hope that i so desparately need. sometimes we just forget that God does work wonders. sometimes we get impatient and when things dont go our way when we want it to, we just give up and stop relying on God. we need to be reminded that God has a plan that is infinately greater than ours and has a reason for everything, even when its allowing things to happen to you, that you may not necessarily enjoy.

keep on truckin'



and to quote joe "i'm peicing out"
(way to spell eh?)