all my friends are superheroes (except you)

enter tumbleweed

well, its the first weekend since classes have started, second since the move-in and EVERYONE is GONE!
everyone went home. my floor is deserted. there are currently two people (including me) here. i'm guessing most of them are staying here but are just out, but i know of a LARGE handful who have gone home (karwai included...jerk...)

its quiet here. too quiet if i do say so myself. o man, its really really lonely now. kind of depressing :(

but o well, i'm a trooper. i'll stay here, even if i'm the only one here. (...or maybe i'll go home next weekend :P). depends on my work...and whether or not i feel like it.

im just rambling on and on now. i don't even know what im talking about now. im jsut trying to do SOMEHTING to occupy the time and take my mind off this lonliness.

i love my calc prof. he's quite the character. he's hilarious! and he always keeps a straight face when he cracks jokes. its just the way he says things too. he's a funny guy. he's pretty old...and that makes it all the more hilarious!

i like my profs in general. they really do care about us as individuals; especially bob. he's a cool guy. even though he's a hardass in class and curses at us, he is a really nice guy and genuinely cares about each and every one of us.


o and have i mentioned this place is deserted right now? dang. so lonely. the only froshies that i know who are staying for sure this weekend are danielle and annie...and thats only becuase they live in bc and saskatchewan respectively. they're my fellow troopers...the hardcore ones. well, they're more hardcore than me...they're not going back until Christmas (which is really depressing...i really feel sorry for them. not so much the fact that they dont get to go home and see their parents, but moreso the fact that they will have to stay here in a deserted residence while everyone is home for thanksgiving and whatnot).

yea, i really love it here. just everyhting about university. living on my own, being independant, making choices on my own -- doing what i please. which is not to say i have no limits. i still have morals that i still keep. its just now i can do things like go out whenever i want, wherever i want, with whomever i want. i can sleep in the student life centre if i so desire, i can go grab a coffee at 1am if i wish, i can wander campus...anything. the residence that i was soooo upset with before i moved in has started to grow on me. its not that bad. in fact, its not bad at all.

o yea, have i mentioned i love this place?

i love it here.

but i miss home. not the house, not the cooking, not the clean washrooms, not the convenience of cars...but the people.

o well, soon i will have each and everyone of you replaced by someone else!






:O whoops! did i just say that?! haha
(i was kidding by the way :P)



and for the record, i'm not homesick. i told my parents i wouldnt be as homesick as my sister and my mom said something like "we'll see" and well...all i have to say to that now is "we'll see". :D

anyways, thats it for now. im just going to wallow in my own loneliness now.

bye.