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Wednesday, August 31, 2005
there is a _____ at the end of the alley...?
well, here we are, at crossroads. i'm not talking about university. i'm talking about making choices. choices about life. choices that could make lasting repercussions, or choices that will fade quickly. either way; choices.
well, the choice has been made. its tough though. there's what feels right, and then theres what is right. there i was, standing in the alley. i could turn around and get back to the streets where it is safe, but mundane. or i could go on, move forward, but fear what lurks in the alley ahead. well, here i am, on the bustling streets again. i know i made the right decision. i wasn't alone. two others were with me the whole time, guiding my choices.
its funny -- in a non funny way of course, how at w.a.y. camp i decided to surrender all to God. that i would just let him in charge of my life. His will, not mine. well, thats what i got. i think i knew all along what i had to do. it was...dare i say...obvious? but well, i guess i was just in denial the whole time. i didn't want to admit it. i didnt want to suggest change. but im glad others had the courage to step up and suggest it. i'm glad someone else out there says things that don't want to be heard. and for that, i thank you. i'm scared. but i know it was the right decision.
it just doesn't feel right, right now.
patience. patience. only time can tell. hmmm, patience? well, operation cwal. operation cwal.
my way seems better. but God's way is better.
i just have to learn to accept that.
on a side note: i went shopping today. spent uber amounts of money, got clothes for dirt cheap and shoes for $17.50! a jacket for $85!...well, dinner awaits.
...bye...cwal.
well, here we are, at crossroads. i'm not talking about university. i'm talking about making choices. choices about life. choices that could make lasting repercussions, or choices that will fade quickly. either way; choices.
well, the choice has been made. its tough though. there's what feels right, and then theres what is right. there i was, standing in the alley. i could turn around and get back to the streets where it is safe, but mundane. or i could go on, move forward, but fear what lurks in the alley ahead. well, here i am, on the bustling streets again. i know i made the right decision. i wasn't alone. two others were with me the whole time, guiding my choices.
its funny -- in a non funny way of course, how at w.a.y. camp i decided to surrender all to God. that i would just let him in charge of my life. His will, not mine. well, thats what i got. i think i knew all along what i had to do. it was...dare i say...obvious? but well, i guess i was just in denial the whole time. i didn't want to admit it. i didnt want to suggest change. but im glad others had the courage to step up and suggest it. i'm glad someone else out there says things that don't want to be heard. and for that, i thank you. i'm scared. but i know it was the right decision.
it just doesn't feel right, right now.
patience. patience. only time can tell. hmmm, patience? well, operation cwal. operation cwal.
my way seems better. but God's way is better.
i just have to learn to accept that.
on a side note: i went shopping today. spent uber amounts of money, got clothes for dirt cheap and shoes for $17.50! a jacket for $85!...well, dinner awaits.
...bye...cwal.
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