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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
So this is where I suck...
...up my pride.
In light of a certain event coming up in about a month or so, I have decided to suck up my pride and accept defeat so to speak. You were an asshole to me, and in return, I returned the favour and was an asshole to you. I hated you for being a hypocrite, yet all the while, I myself was a hypocrite as well. Kind of ironic if you think about it. I have decided to loosen the tension, forgive and forget, in order for everyone to enjoy the upcoming event. It should be a joyous occasion, and this tension and hatred would ruin it all. This does not mean we will be great friends again. I'm not sure we will ever be able to regain that kind of friendship again, but at least now we can have a neutral friendship. At least now we won't hate each other. I'm not asking to be best friends, nor do I want to be best friends with you, but at the same time, I don't want to hate you. It has taken its toll on me, it has taken its toll on you, it has taken its toll on everyone we know.
The endness mads here...er...the madness ends here.
im sorry
chances are, the person I am directing this to does not read this anymore (I know karwai reads this becuase he commented, but its not you karwai), on account or the mutual tension between us, but thats alrite. I need to get this off my chest. Maybe I'll do it in person...
and to answer someone's question posed to me earlier, Yes. Yes I do think I've changed.
and thats sad.
...up my pride.
In light of a certain event coming up in about a month or so, I have decided to suck up my pride and accept defeat so to speak. You were an asshole to me, and in return, I returned the favour and was an asshole to you. I hated you for being a hypocrite, yet all the while, I myself was a hypocrite as well. Kind of ironic if you think about it. I have decided to loosen the tension, forgive and forget, in order for everyone to enjoy the upcoming event. It should be a joyous occasion, and this tension and hatred would ruin it all. This does not mean we will be great friends again. I'm not sure we will ever be able to regain that kind of friendship again, but at least now we can have a neutral friendship. At least now we won't hate each other. I'm not asking to be best friends, nor do I want to be best friends with you, but at the same time, I don't want to hate you. It has taken its toll on me, it has taken its toll on you, it has taken its toll on everyone we know.
The endness mads here...er...the madness ends here.
im sorry
chances are, the person I am directing this to does not read this anymore (I know karwai reads this becuase he commented, but its not you karwai), on account or the mutual tension between us, but thats alrite. I need to get this off my chest. Maybe I'll do it in person...
and to answer someone's question posed to me earlier, Yes. Yes I do think I've changed.
and thats sad.
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YOu know who this is.. It's obvious by my writing style. Who else typoes poorly and write isn short sentences?
anywho. i think we should talk. hopefully you arent that stressed.
for more hints of the freaking obvious refer to "I know its not legit"
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anywho. i think we should talk. hopefully you arent that stressed.
for more hints of the freaking obvious refer to "I know its not legit"
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