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Monday, July 19, 2004
...i think we're back to the double digits (NOOOOOOOOOO). in case you're wondering, im referring to softball, and our losing streak. last week, our team, MSG (the underdogs who will win the tournament) were more than happy (or at least i was) to lose by only single digits!!! however this game, we were back to our double digits. but o well, we played well and we had fun...HONESTLY!
anyways, so today our team had our outing and wow, i never expected so many people to just open up about their private lives (or their old selves rather) yea, it was just nice to listen to some testimonies, about how people came to know God and how they have changed since then. i just like that kind of stuff. but coincidentally, the topic of over worrying came up a lot (i say coincidence because we had a sermon today about worrying). it just seems to be ahuge problem in people's lives. worrying is something that i don't necessarily deal with too often (im quite laid back) but i can definately relate. I can relate in the sense that if you think about it, worrying is COMPLETELY useless! it accomplishes NOTHING! it doesnt make you more productive and it doesnt make you feel better. so how can i relate to this you ask? well, for those of me who know me well, kno that i can have quite a nasty temper, and i have huge issues with anger. but ultimately, anger is completely useless. it essentially accomplishes nothing, NOTHING AT ALL. and yet, i still have a huge problem with it. i let my anger and frustration take the better part of me. i become spitefull, filled with hatred, and i break things and what does that accomplish? well, you guessed it. nothing. its a funny thing though. im saying this now, yet when the situation arises, i will still flare up and explode. i don't understand myself sometimes.
anywhoos, yea, today in the car i was just thinking about topics to blog about. one came to my head, and i thought of how i could blog about it while being discrete about it, trying to now let people know who i was blogging about. but then i realized how stupid i was to even blog about something like that- how childish i was being by trying to spite people through blogging about them discretely. man i'm really stupid sometimes
anyways, so today our team had our outing and wow, i never expected so many people to just open up about their private lives (or their old selves rather) yea, it was just nice to listen to some testimonies, about how people came to know God and how they have changed since then. i just like that kind of stuff. but coincidentally, the topic of over worrying came up a lot (i say coincidence because we had a sermon today about worrying). it just seems to be ahuge problem in people's lives. worrying is something that i don't necessarily deal with too often (im quite laid back) but i can definately relate. I can relate in the sense that if you think about it, worrying is COMPLETELY useless! it accomplishes NOTHING! it doesnt make you more productive and it doesnt make you feel better. so how can i relate to this you ask? well, for those of me who know me well, kno that i can have quite a nasty temper, and i have huge issues with anger. but ultimately, anger is completely useless. it essentially accomplishes nothing, NOTHING AT ALL. and yet, i still have a huge problem with it. i let my anger and frustration take the better part of me. i become spitefull, filled with hatred, and i break things and what does that accomplish? well, you guessed it. nothing. its a funny thing though. im saying this now, yet when the situation arises, i will still flare up and explode. i don't understand myself sometimes.
anywhoos, yea, today in the car i was just thinking about topics to blog about. one came to my head, and i thought of how i could blog about it while being discrete about it, trying to now let people know who i was blogging about. but then i realized how stupid i was to even blog about something like that- how childish i was being by trying to spite people through blogging about them discretely. man i'm really stupid sometimes
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